A few hours ago, I was doing my first formal presentation and finally its over.....during the first few weeks of the semester, I was really excited for this. However, I do not know why I suddenly got a bit nervous and didn't do as I expected.....it was fun though, it second time I wore a dress to school... Most of our classmates went on partial but me and my team mates were very engaged into just finally finishing everything since it's the last week and the last day for the Semester.....we too were greeted a "Congratulations for Graduating" even though we haven't even had our Understanding test 3 yet which takes a huge percentage in for that module. Got home at around 7pm after finishing up my Reflection Journals and since it just ended raining, it was freezing cold as I walked home. After that, I have been procrastinating ever since.

So its almost been a year since I got here in Singapore, well I gotta say....the fashion sense here is definitly wayyyyy much trendy-ier than Bruland. Other than that there are alot of malls and renovations that they have to follow here so meaning more shops, more restaurants and more spending......I will say I am getting alot fatter, checked up my weight and I not afraid to say it here that I weigh 64kg!!! Can you believe that....so I definitly have to start losing my huge belly, recently bought fruits yesterday hope I dont forget them since I'm usually at school like almost all the time now. Oh did I mention?.... I've joined Cyriva Club and International Club in school and they are huge organizers in school, so I have been keeping myself busy with those things since they all always have dealines....sometime I even fell like giving up on them....but I know that I cant cause they're just somthing that I may have commited myself to.

The only thing is that, I am not so sure but it might be affecting my results since it means I get to spend less time at my room here in the hostel because I have been procrastinating alot....studies, cleaning(sometimes) and things I just wanted to do on my own. However theres that feeling that I dont regret being active in School since it exposes me to opportunities. I do also blame myself for not really planning my time properly. I have been so addicted to watching movies that by the end of the day, I blame myself for wasting so much time adding....on to that, I recently found out that I wasnt invited for the scholarship application. When I found out about it, I was kinda dissapointed since I have friends who got invited while we even got the same GPA! But I dont know....maybe it also depends on the ranking of diploma wise??!? I like to think of it that way since I try to think positive thoughts.

Alright its been late....writing this blog again for along time would hopefully make me think about myself more and better since nothing about me has changed recently and I guess there are times when you're just not comfortable at telling your friends these sort of things, anyways I do hope that writing in my blog again would help me grow into a better person than I am today.