Well yeah that happened, this isn't my first job too. After graduation life didn't happen as planned, I didn't get into a company I've set for myself, there were problems with the processing of papers. That happened for several.. no not several, I mean numerous companies #problemsofbeingaforeigner. It just didn't work out for me working in Singapore. Oh yeah hashtags are now a thing.
When I did tho manage to get a job there, the boss was incredibly creepy or the work just felt so automated as in I felt like a robot.
So I quit then tried again but in the midst of that, priorities changed so I moved and here I am.
It's the last day of being 20, why did I just type 29 before erasing it HAHHA. Anyways, I wont be able to officially get away with documents that I've signed legally anymore. I have to start reading terms and conditions more carefully now (shrugs).
I'm really not ready to become an adult. I mean I've already experienced life crisis at the age of 18 but even getting out of that situation makes me still feel like I haven't done much with my life. Here I am, multi-tasking while watching the 2014 movie, "Guardians of the Galaxy". I mean I still watch Barbie movies from time to time. Why do I still do that?! Was I that deprived of my childhood?
I can't believe people in my batch are getting married or already makin babies. I don't wanna do that tho, I feel like there's so much more I want to in life. Am I aiming too high?... I know they say nothing is too high, I just have so many questions to my future self.
That feeling of wanting to do something but not knowing what it is, is really haunting me.
