The only thing is that, I am not so sure but it might be affecting my results since it means I get to spend less time at my room here in the hostel because I have been procrastinating alot....studies, cleaning(sometimes) and things I just wanted to do on my own. However theres that feeling that I dont regret being active in School since it exposes me to opportunities. I do also blame myself for not really planning my time properly. I have been so addicted to watching movies that by the end of the day, I blame myself for wasting so much time adding....on to that, I recently found out that I wasnt invited for the scholarship application. When I found out about it, I was kinda dissapointed since I have friends who got invited while we even got the same GPA! But I dont know....maybe it also depends on the ranking of diploma wise??!? I like to think of it that way since I try to think positive thoughts.
Alright its been late....writing this blog again for along time would hopefully make me think about myself more and better since nothing about me has changed recently and I guess there are times when you're just not comfortable at telling your friends these sort of things, anyways I do hope that writing in my blog again would help me grow into a better person than I am today.
